The Visitor Learns to Play

Alien kicks a ball - gestural, monochromatic ink drawing by Eric WaldemarThe rules are complex, but eventually even the gawky thing gives it a try, at first with big girly kicks that don’t land. After a while, the tentacles become an asset, even in this gravity, because as awkward as they are to handle in a gaseous atmosphere, they skirt the no-hands rule in a way that nobody really knows how to deal with. It’s a lawyer’s way to win a ball game, but this kid needs whatever it can get.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Uncategorized | 1 Comment

Varieties of Analog, Physical & Digital Distortion

I’ve never been one to be precious about a “clean” image, and smears and surprises lead to all kinds of interesting places as one makes work of various kinds.  However:  When I set out several years ago in the Thinking Truck (see the archive), I was working with digital cinema for the first time, learning After Effects and Combustion (video animation and special effects software), and I was also using my first really capable video camera. I’m still trying to come to terms with the “digitalness” of these media after working with 16mm film, paint, and ink, and I’m still trying to articulate what my problem is, when there is one. Continue reading

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 2 Comments

Jack: Re:Beanstalk

a few lines with ink and brush, perhaps a latter or a stalkHere’s the step
and the step gone
as the foot fumbles
at the stringer,
finds a notch for the toes,
which claw for purchase
and a little friction.

Rising always
borders on falling,
as steam inevitably condenses.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Ink, Ink & Brush | Tagged , , , , , | 1 Comment

How to Solve Problems

gestural brown ink drawing by Eric Waldemar, suggestive of Dinosaur and pointing fingerReflect on the dinosaur as we enter the merry New Year. As the various dinosaur species approached extinction, there was absolutely nothing they could do about it, for reasons that had little to do with their tiny brains.

Our situation is different, and as far as planetary environmental disaster goes, there’s nothing we can do that will settle things this year, or this decade. We can, however, make shifts in our habitual patterns of consumption and waste, and if we don’t, disaster is practically assured. A relatively small shift will do wonders, if that change in behavior spreads through the cultures that surround each of us. Because your friends respect and admire your thoughtful, intelligent approach to life, a visible change in your own habits makes an impression, and the virus spreads.

Many of us already do the basics: Flip the lights off on your way into the next room. Put a sweater on instead of spending the winter in a t-shirt. I’m sure that you, dear reader, don’t leave the water running while you brush your teeth. Because you’re not an idiot. You may be self-centered and narcissistic, but you don’t do harm to living things and the world around you for no reason at all. Right? Trivial things, but offhand waste is the crux of the problem, at least for this society of frantic consumers. The only trouble, in these tiny things and practically everything else, is that it’s hard to pay attention all the time, and it’s hard to break habits that developed as children, before we really learned to think critically. Before we understood that the situation was so fragile. Unless we deliberately make an effort to examine our experience, we, all of us, are almost automatically shaped by the daily barrage of advertising. So, we crave, we buy, we toss.

It takes a lot of effort to stay aware of our own small actions, but the effort makes life richer, every day. The “payback” is your own enlarged consciousness, and deliberate daily alertness will do more for you than a doctorate in philosophy or strong dope. As I was saying at the beginning, the crux of the matter is dogged persistence. Results don’t come quickly, but by putting one’s own everyday actions in a broader context, one becomes gradually wiser. By striving to see more, one notices yet more, and then more still.

How? Deliberately pause and think about what this moment is like for the other people in the room. In the world. Think about where your food came from, and from how far away. Think about how to solve the problem you’re dealing with, or the craving, with what you already have, rather than buying another specialized device. Generally, your metal comes from strip mines, down to your paper clips. Plastic is petroleum, usually. Water is not “just there,” forever, and it’s running out in the Western US, where I live, as sprinklers chatter all night long. Mass culture keeps us in the perpetual now, in the shallowest sense, and only with effort can we cultivate the habit of looking at ordinary life with a little distance. Paradoxically, this deliberate distance brings us closer to it.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Ink, Ink & Brush, Uncategorized | Tagged , , | 1 Comment

Wish-granting Lamp Now Available!

The magic lamp grants three wishes, and the only catch is that you need to clarify your intentions. So, for the new year, think carefully, rub the screen and make your wishes. Then make your resolutions in order to help the wishes bear fruit. If the traditional stories are accurate, you’ll want to avoid wishes that are overly greedy, short-sighted, or otherwise selfish and unworthy of genie assistance. If you toy with the imp, it strikes back, though it’s bound by the rules to provide your wish “to the letter.”

Consider it a New Year’s gift, and if you’re seeing it for the first time at a later date, it should still work alright. For best results, try to suppress any skepticism you might taste rising up in your gullet. You’re welcome. Happy New Year, I wish for you and myself. Let me know how it works out.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Ink, Ink & Brush | Tagged , , | 1 Comment

A place to sleep, a place to pee.

When a dog sniffs the ground, it usually anticipates either sleep or urination. It’s not clear to me what dogs look for in a sleep spot, so I can only speculate. It may well be that the tang of their own old dried piss designates established territory, thus a safe spot to take a nap. Oonagh keeps marking diapers as her territory, and we keep taking them away. Maybe if we just left them on, she could feel more secure and at ease in her realm.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Ink, Ink & Brush | Tagged , , | 1 Comment

Kickstand

calligraphic ink drawing by eric waldemarSometimes you just need something to lean on for a minute. My friend Greg Sadowy took the kickstand off his bike (as well as the brakes) for aerodynamic reasons, but I’m not willing to go that far for speed. Decades later, he’s a genuine rocket scientist at Jet Propulsion Laboratory, so maybe he was right after all. Yes, I’m aware that this doesn’t really make sense. Maybe this is a fancy shoe, even. Don’t get me started on that. Brown ink on paper.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Ink, Ink & Brush | Tagged , , | 3 Comments

Mass MoCA’s once-painted walls vs. Sol Lewitt’s wall paintings

old brick wall at Massachusetts Museum of Contemporary Art2 1/2 hours each way to Mass MoCA for a remarkable Petah Coyne show of gorgeous, morbid huge installations including dead animals, lavish fabric, flowers in candy shells of wax…

Other pieces included hanging tunnel-forest-caves of twisted paper, very popular with Oonagh. In a three-floor Sol Lewitt show I found a lot for my brain, and in early work, much more stimulus for the subtler senses. The museum had video documentation to emphasize the process of making wall after wall from Lewitt’s instructions, with, I think, over 60 assistants working for months. Movies showed scenes like this: One person “draws” a wavy line from a distance with a laser pointer while another person tries to follow the first person’s tremulous, shaking red dot with an actual pen on the wall. Gradually, an area of tone is built up. To some extent, the videos served to demonstrate to the naive viewer that the work deserved more attention and reflection than it would seem to, at “face value.”


Sol Lewitt wall paintings - black & white
While processes were interesting when described, most of the work was laid out in flat, ruled areas of color, masked with care. A lot of elaborate process to write a thesis about or perhaps reflect on, but often the actual, present physical objects (wall after long wall, arranged in rows) had all the visceral impact of a well-executed, complex decorative paint job. To me. I got more from Lewitt’s work than I have in the past, but I kept getting distracted by the textures and colors of the old, corroded, many-times-repainted walls of the former factory that Mass MoCA inhabits. I think I grasped what he was doing, and why it was interesting, but… I feel like the work wasn’t really aimed at people like me. Whatever that means.

“Procedural” works, where complex processes are sequenced and superimposed, can blossom into compelling forms that are fascinating and unpredictable. For me, this kind of heuristic minimalism tends to work better with sound. We can hear simultaneous intermeshed patterns changing shape and interacting over time, while in Lewitt’s wall paintings, we see the end result. One can reflect on process, but only from a distance. For this viewer, it keeps the process in my brain, as an entirely intellectual experience, whereas the complex evolving loops of Steve Reich, or Brian Eno, or Robert Wyatt, take visceral (albeit ephemeral) shape in my ear and in my skull cavity, whether I’ve done the reading or not. In certain ways the encrusted, scraped, resurfaced, many-times-repaired walls of Mass MoCA left me more reflective on time, image, and work process than Lewitt’s work. But that certainly wasn’t their intention, and the people who made them were surely not thinking about art.

Share this, if you like it. Thanks.
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • MySpace
  • Google Bookmarks
  • RSS
  • email
Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments